The Laughs

its been a really really long time since i was able to belt out a hearty laughter and enjoy my moment and take stock of life.. there had been sporadic bursts of happiness and joy but no over-arching sense of wild abandonment.. having said that.. there are no moments of extreme downs as well...

so its all well balanced and fine.. no highs.. no lows.. but being a man of a emotionally wide spectrum.. this can be a unfulfilling state of being.. yet this is what most seek out to achieve from the day we bellow and cry out having just been delivered by our sweet mum in labour..

i wish i can find the peaceful state of being to be contented and joyful and yet this fool just want to seek a high.. a mountain to climb and squeeze the mortal life out of.. to scale the peaks of wishful sins and burrow in the joy of deep seated happiness...

god help me find this plain.. i cant complain