Nightmare on Fidelio Street

this is horrible..

the last thing that I wanted was for my parents to be disturbed.. and people who knows this exploited it.. she tried to pull my family down in her misery.. this is horrendous!

I really need to take stock of what is going on here.. I have invited this trouble upon myself.. wherever I am and whatever I am going through is a result of my own doing.. I brought this upon myself and while it is ok for me to suffer.. I do not wish to see my parents being dragged through the mud as well..

I need to go away for a while.. escape.. hide.. do whatever it takes in order for no harm to come to my family..

time to correct the wrong..