Its been a rough week.. and in keeping with the spirit of the mentally taxing week at work.. my partner decided to gimme a hell lot of "respect and love" just to make sure things suck over the weekend as well.. suddenly its me being impossible and throwing tantrums.. i must always see things "from her point of view".. i must always "see where she is coming from"..
i can never be myself in this relationship perhaps? i need to be fashioned into someone tat has no mind of his own maybe? well.. i ain't gonna do tat.. this man here has too much self respect to be suckered into a situation as such.. i am NOT gonna take no shit from anybody anymore! i dun understand why things have suddenly changed the past 2-3 weeks or so.. she seemed to have a lot more reasons to nitpick on me.. taking all my sweet gestures and throwing them back at my face as trying to corner her into a position of submission.. wtf.. totally ridiculous and out of line.. not something from this world tat we are accustomed to.. perhaps in tat pharking stratosphere that she exists in.. pple would do so.. i aint gonna be a part of tat party manz.. no way!!
so here i am.. toasting my freedom... the liberation to do wat i can do.. wat i need to do.. and wat i should do.. if she's gonna get distracted from whatever she is distracted by.. fine by me.. dun suck me into this hole and try to make me feel miserabel from your uncertainty.. i am sick.. tired.. and totally void of emotions now.. i give up.. I QUIT!!
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