one would think turning 32 would have a special significance.. however.. the mood is subdued.. low key.. depressing even.. and no.. i 'm not suffering from those syndrome where sad individuals refuse to grow old gracefully.. in the ageing department.. i think i am doing a wonderful job.. or so i would like to think.. hahahaha...
in the overall scheme of things.. one can say this is a new low.. which is weird considering the kinda things i had goin on for me previously.. why am i caught in this situation? i really have no idea wat went wrong.. actually.. to phrase it correctly.. i do know what went wrong.. just dunno why it had to go wrong..
on a positive note.. i have my family.. the princess and my bro surrounding me in my life.. its all good and i should really be thankful for all these blessings i have.. i AM thankful.. just that i really wish i can dig myself out of this desperate situation pretty soon.. the magic number is just about the right time to set sail on a permanent course to be taken.. god forbid i end up on the man eating island as depicted in the life of pi.. scary shitez..
"Crash and burn
To live again
Up from the ashes I rise"
- Crash and Burn, Don Dokken
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