i am falling again.. I cannot believe it..
why do I always find myself in the same situation.. being in a state of peace.. stability.. and then trying my utmost to undo the status quo by being a holy fool all over again..
yet my heart cannot help feeling a certain way.. the way it beats faster and slower at the same time.. the way the whole room just seems to light up the minute someone so small walks in.. illuminating its entirety..
the shared meals and quick chats.. online.. virtual.. mobile or in person..
the isolation that draws me nearer.. the distant that makes me feel closer.. the coldness that warms me.. there's something about the impasse that is annoyingly attractive and frustratingly alluring..
my heart is captured again.. my mind is imprisoned.. I cannot stop thinking of one so minute.. yet is a giant in my being..
damn Yankees say it best.. can you take me high enough!
why do I always find myself in the same situation.. being in a state of peace.. stability.. and then trying my utmost to undo the status quo by being a holy fool all over again..
yet my heart cannot help feeling a certain way.. the way it beats faster and slower at the same time.. the way the whole room just seems to light up the minute someone so small walks in.. illuminating its entirety..
the shared meals and quick chats.. online.. virtual.. mobile or in person..
the isolation that draws me nearer.. the distant that makes me feel closer.. the coldness that warms me.. there's something about the impasse that is annoyingly attractive and frustratingly alluring..
my heart is captured again.. my mind is imprisoned.. I cannot stop thinking of one so minute.. yet is a giant in my being..
damn Yankees say it best.. can you take me high enough!
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