Bai Kaya Roti

its been a sufficient length of of time to rather accurately take stock of wats going on and decide whether this is going anywhere.. the initial high, positive energy has given way to a settled state of being.. the differences.. many of them.. are being handled in a more adult and calm manner.. the connections have become more genuine and personal rather than just riding on the thrill of novelty.. having gone through very quickly wat most pple will probably go through in years.. we've also learn a lot and gained the strength and the conviction to move on..

i do not understand why reassurances from outside the union is necessary for the mere purpose of ego boosting or self assurance.. if an individual unit feels tat universal recognition is more important than the recognition and respect you earn from your partner.. or if your partner dun give you enough security or conviction about how fantastic you are.. then the partner is perhaps not meant to be at the end of the day.. a relationship is meant to make you happy.. joyous.. feel good about yourself.. make you feel like you're ready to take on the world with a strong foundation back home.. a harbour you can come back to anchor, stock up and re-charge after the exertions of the world.. sure.. tanjong pelepas might come and entice you with their newer facilities.. cheaper rates and better service but at the end of the day.. you have to know where your operational base is.. hear the connectivity options at keppel beckoning you.. do you really need the pakcik at pelepas telling you how beautiful your stern is? how majestic your smoke funnel is? KAOZ~!! the world is a bad bad place..

"The changing of sunlight to moonlight
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes
The greetings of people in trouble
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my mind

All my sorrows, sad tomorrows
Take me back to my own home
All my cryings (all my cryings), feel I'm dying, dying
Take me back to my own home (oh I'm going home)

I'm changing, arranging, I'm changing
I'm changing everything, ah, everything around me

The world is a bad place, a bad place"
- Reflections of my life, The Marmalades