Sunday, November 18, 2007

Bibbidi-Bobbidi-Boo

not referring to the feel good contrived animated movie here.. though i have to admit to enjoying the sequence where mice become horses, pumpkin becoming coach.. tats a different story altogether... wat we have here is a bunch of guys looking wild and tough yet dishing out cheese metal fare.. or rather.. the fare i was exposed to were the diary product..

what am i trying to say here? i really dunno.. there is no winter in singapore and yet i cant deny the cold empty feeling i am feeling within my heart with this void.. its weird how i am not alone and yet i feel lonely..

am i comparing?
not at all..

do i miss someone?
i most certainly do..

am i missing her for the right reason?
probably..

does she know that?
most definitely not..

do i want to let her know?
not in a million years!

is that the right thing to do?
dun really want to be around to find out..

though someone might be there to nurse me back to health.. the system is breaking down.. the set up is crumbling.. the lack of a common path is tiring for me to keep up with.. the need to constantly gear myself towards a different thrust every other day wears my soul away and slides my spirit toward decay.. the non-existent common alignment beats down upon my morale and ebb away at my resolve to stand firm..

familiar ground this...

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