if ever there was a roll call for he who is a b'stard.. please take down my name and call it out first.. i am with a really sweet gal.. granted.. she aint expressive.. is not so worldly wise.. and doesnt quite bark up my tree of beliefs and values.. but she has a sincere heart to offer.. and what am i doin here? longing for one that i've lost.. pining for someone tat was in my history and missing someone who once warm my bed and filled my heart with passion.. wait a minute.. she still does.. the flames for her still burns bright and strong...
what can i do about it? apparently not much.. we spoke about this and i realised that the may queen is probably happier without me by her side.. i do not feel the same way but if she's better off this way... so be it.. cos the greatest love is selfless and i think i am beginning to realise something that my mama fren told me oh so many moons ago.. the person u settle down with is not someone whom you love the most.. if tat is the case.. its a bonus rather than being the way life intended it to be..
2 ways to look at this.. first.. tats probably the reason why there are so many cases of affairs and extra marital mambo jumbo out there.. another way to see this is that man will always be man.. never satisfied.. its the constant state of longing for wat you dun have tat drives billionaires to strive hard and achieve things in this lifetime... good... bad.. i can't say right now... all i know is.. i feel.. therefore i am sad..
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