On a sleepless night like this

omigosh! its 5.30am on the clock and here i am.. wide awake! i was tossing around in bed a little just now but i just cant seem to fall asleep.. after 3 episodes of little britain.. the jokes are beginning to thin.. i now fully understand why keith said this series is best consumed in little doses.. there is this much a person can take of the kinda humour dished out by the brilliant duo... my mind is a total blank now.. but yet.. sleep is not coming over me.. somebody help me..

been catching up on some work the whole of today.. which is not very much at all considering the lack of flow coming in on the business side of things.. but i'll leave tat worrying for later.. somehow i just feel completely void of emotions of late.. the only thing i could feel is missing the times spent with family in europe.. perhaps the freaking chilly winter nites in london had frozen my brain to a stage where i am incapable of proper cognitive abilities.. nah.. its just that my mind had not been put to much use of late and seriously.. its a terrible terrible thing to waste.. a fren who questioned me on aspects of my trip had me stumped for answers over supper a little earlier.. yet.. these are simple facts or info about places any idiot could recall with minimal effort! am i really losing the use of my most powerful and sexy organ? noo but yeah but noo but yeah but noo but yeah but noooo...

so.. i've managed to stay off the alcohol since coming back to sg but the amount of nicotine entering my lungs have increased.. i realised tat i am smoking more frequently after my trip and do realise the urgent need to quickly arrest this trend.. i have a sneaky suspicion tat over excessive amounts of ciggie might have contributed to my insomnia.. oh wat the hell.. its only 8.30pm in london now! i think we might have just finished dinner and is helping to clear the dishes!! time to sit down on the couch.. have a nice little chat over some fermented grapes.. but tats happening 10000km away.. damn...