Thursday, January 12, 2006

Understanding

attitudes have changed and behaviour have been modified.. met up with an old fren today and he had been on leave for 3 weeks.. just taking some time off from work since the christmas holidays to take a well reserved rest.. i know he had been working hard for the longest time and this is a good time to unwind a little.. i was surprised to find tat his attitudes toward certain matters have changed somewhat.. here was a man who steadfastly held on to his beliefs but i've seen these values disappeared into thin air this time round we met up..

perhaps going through too many emotional roller coaster had given him a new perspective of life and he is more willing to experiment.. which i cant say for certain whether its good or bad cos my new year resolution is to avoid the very same activities he is currently engaged in~!! i've managed to keep last year's very much in line and is in a way proud of myself.. not tat its a tall task in any case..

wat i want to say is.. time do change a person.. sometimes for better.. sometimes for worse.. looking back over the past 2-3 years of my life.. i had not been too exemplary in my own behaviours and general outlook of life.. after a short getaway trip.. my mind is very much more at ease and i have a clearer picture of the person tat i want to be for the next 30-40 years of my life.. i hope i dun play the last holy fool again..

*fingers crossed~!!*

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